Arg

I was just thinking about how some parts of my life are so must harder since I've been in America. I think the hardest part, is that I have to miss so many people, so many things. I've never really missed something before, someone.

But today, I miss a lot. Arg, I find it very hard to deal with that. The only thing I can do is write about it, really

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Life was just different. And it hurts not to be there.

Lyd