I've got no time to think i'm busy

I think my life is not normal.
I should believe my life is not normal.
But school feels normal.
Luckily, I try to avoid the feeling that school is the only thing important in my life. It is working out pretty well this far.
I think it's important not do think too much about school
So, to do that, in my spare time, I:
Stretch my ear a little bit more ( don't tell my mum)

Play Ligretto ( an amazing game!) with my mum in the afternoon

bought my own nailpolish and spend a LOT OF TIME to get them as perfect as it gets.

Do some smiling wiht Simon the Sweet, and just take pictures in common.

But to be honest. Most of my time goes to :

And everything what has to do anything with that.

I think it's comforting, sometimes sad ( cause I miss it) but at the whole amazing. It's like a movie I am watching of something amazing, realizing it's me who did that all.

I really believe one day, someone will know everything I did. I really do.

Lydia